The Day I felt Most Guilty

It was the day of my life when I felt very guilty about what I have done. It was one of the bad day of my life. The day started with the visit to a government department. I have to go to MTNL to submit my old modem to MTNL, as I had taken a new connection. The attitude of the MTNL people was very bad and I faced a lot of trouble in returning the modem and had to suffer a loss of 350 Rs too. I was very angry about all this incident.

I came home from MTNL office and parked my car outside the house as usual. After some time my neighbour came to home , holding a child of about 7-8 years old. She told me that this child is doing some drawing on my car. I run towards the car and saw that one side of the car( barely 6 month old) was scratched with some kind of pencil. I was so angry with the child that I could not think about anything else and did not understand what to do. I could not control myself and slap that child twice. Then my mother and I took that child to his home and asked his mother to keep her child in control and told her that you should know to handle your child etc etc. But everything was meaningless as nothing can be done now.

After coming to home I was very depressed at the condition of my new car. It was scratched all over on one side. I was about to weep , but controlled myself.

After the whole incident was over I was feeling guilty of slapping a child of such a small age. Though it was the mistake of child also but I could not convince myself that what I did was correct. I keep on thinking how can I revert the whole incident. Later in the evening I also inquired about the child. Thank fully he was alright.

I never felt so guilty in my life about what I have done.